Hanging on to the roller coaster

[CallaghanClown]

TRUELY terrible day. Received the call I prayed I'd never never receive. The OW is pregnant. My H swears he's never slept with her but I'm still devastated. I can't trust a word he says, so who knows whether he did or didn't have sex with her. If he didn't she was sleeping with someone else while messing with him!!

I feel utterly lost. I actually believe he didn't sleep with her but I still feel like I've been hit with a brick.

I've told H we need to have a proper chat. When I said it I was calm but ready to tell him I can't keep going and I want a divorce. Now I've calmed down and I know not to have a R talk. I think I'll take this opportunity to get finances and access arrangements sorted. Plus he's thinking of working away. I think I'll take this time to discuss the impact of this.

When I called him he said he'd never slept with her. So I said that we need to chat because its obvious from what he said that he has slept with others or plans to. He said he hasn't and isn't planning too, which I know is a lie. He's been trying to sleep with several women.

I want to tell him he's making a huge mistake......