Just reflecting, I feel like an idiot about yesterday, keep asking myself why I cant detach and stay off of the rollercoaster. I feel like I blew it big time, I know I'm not done because I wouldn't feel this bad if I was.


M 47
W 38
My S 21
Her S 17
Our S 8
M 8
DB 9/5/13

"You don't know how strong you are until strength Is all you have" Bob Marley