Don't know what to think

[tigerlily78]

I am sorry for you t-boned, I can understand your feeling numb to it right now. It seems reasonable to expect that you may need a few days to process and come to terms with this emotionally.

The good news is, you seem like your head is already headed in the right place. You know better than to fight it, you are already looking ahead and know you'll be alright. That is a big deal.