Don't know what to think

[T-boned]

Thanks, WR. You're a gem.

I'm almost relieved because now I do know what to think! For now, this is the reality and I have to live with it. Nothing in life is written in stone, contrary to how I felt about our marriage. It's going to be difficult living without him but I know I will have a good life regardless. I count my blessings every day.

I feel bad for him having to go through this, make these decisions. I know he's not liking it, but he is resolved to do this so I won't stand in his way. I love him too much.