Thanks as always TTD180 and S4tk. I appreciate the comments. Yes, yesterday just kinda hit hard. Definitely a downhill ride. It just hurt to think about the last 13 months, the effort, the pain of losing so much family and friends. Then seeing it all pan out to be something totally different to what I thought (mostly) was happening. The good thing about DB over the last year or so, is I can, as you said S4tk, put a Stop sign up and say enough. None of it is helpful in any way. Just a bad weekend ride. New week and new day. Only 26 days till I am out of here.
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.
