Appreciate all the input. I've been super busy - last week I started a new project, and my other two projects that were supposed to be wrapped up, of course bled over, so I was slammed. Will try to catch up this coming week!
I went Saturday morning and helped load and split firewood for a mutual friend. They are very poor, and heat their home with wood only, and have a baby due in February, so wanted to make sure they were well taken care of.
Went over to W's later that day, and just hung out for awhile. I ended up staying the night, but no hanky panky. Still is a little weird. We went to a new church Sunday, and it was good, but odd to be in church. The weather has been crappy and rainy and I wonder if that's messing with my mood.
W is the same as always - loving, gentle, kind, funny, laughs at me (in a good way), holds my hand, randomly tells me, "I love you so much". We were supposed to go to a "game night" with a few friends, and I forgot about it until right before, and W kind of turned into her old self, being very snooty and condescending about that type of thing. However, I told her, "If you went, you'd probably have fun..." and she sort of sighed and said, " You know you're right, I don't know why I act like that." I'm so glad that even if she hasn't resolved issues and responses, she quickly recognizes it and changes course.
I don't know though: I feel very dry, disconnected, unmotivated. I still like being around her, and enjoy our time together, but its like hanging out with my grandma. Maybe this is normal, and I should ask the Piecing folks, but is it possible to love someone, but lose that "connection"?
