She's gone and I didn't handle it we'll. this morning she got on me about paying a bill while I was folding clothes and I could feel the anger build, asked what she was doing, she said finish moving out then I said I was leaving because there was things I wanted to say but shouldn't. She said what and I told her somethings. Asked if the op was worth it that I know something is going on just not what exactly. She denied everything, said I shouldn't believe them. I asked for here to unlock her phone so I can look she sails to snoop. She wouldn't do it so I said that confirms what I was thinking. Told her once she leaves she's not coming back and then I called her a lier.
So I guess that chapter is closed in my life. I feel so tired and drained.
M 47 W 38 My S 21 Her S 17 Our S 8 M 8 DB 9/5/13
"You don't know how strong you are until strength Is all you have" Bob Marley