Willbwell, sorry you feel down. I agree with gabby and T, you are living with the thought that your H is going to wake up any moment now. I get it. I think I still have these thoughts in my head, even though I’m prepared to not ever see him again. This attitude shows up no matter how hard you try to hide it, and your H sees it. It makes him to run further and faster. You don’t want the alternative, the D, but you can accept it. The more you resist the situation, the more it will persist.
Good job on having your best self at the school event though.
Did you have a session with the coach? What kind of advice did she give you, if you don’t mind sharing?
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
