HWA, sorry you're on the downhill of the roller coaster at the mo There's a book I've been reading called you can heal your life by Louise Hay. It talks about how dwelling on the past can really damage your health and what to do about it. It's worth a look if you feel it could help. If I think back to all the things that my H did before BD, the not being able to touch him without him backing off and saying that his skin is sensitive at the mo, the lies he's told, the sneaking around getting his flat ready before he moved out, etc. I think about these and then move on without thinking too much in depth about them. I do know how you must feel though and even though you suspected it, it must've still come as a shock to now have it out in the open. Though I suspect that my H is having an affair, if I ever know this to be true then I know that I'll be hurt by this also. Hope you're on the uphill of the roller coaster soon (((hugs)))
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
There's a book I've been reading called you can heal your life by Louise Hay. It talks about how dwelling on the past can really damage your health and what to do about it. It's worth a look if you feel it could help.
(((hugs)))