If that's what your intents were then you succeeded beautifully! Well done!!
For trust I think we need to REALLY embrace that it is a new relationship and anything that has happened prior is, in essence, a different relationship. We are all new people starting a new relationship........I'm guessing, as I'm no where near to having a H, that if you're unable to accept this then you need to move on on your own.
A job could be really good for you too. New people. Situations. Learning. Interactions.
Keep going my friend.....awesomeness
M 16 T 20 M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15 Bomb drop April 4; Moved out April 13 D started-full force ----------------------- Dancing through the fire Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR