Hey Nero, I used to be a huge worrier. I mean a class A one. Worried myself round and round right into a big ole depression.
Know what I learned? Worrying has no affect on anything. Doesnt change it, doesnt make it better, doesnt do a darn thing but make you sick.
We are given this one life, this one shot. I say the best thing we can do is be present in it. Be present in the lives of those we love, those we care about. Be present in the things we love to do.
And you are right, living in the now, in this day, is really what matters. If you put all your energy into this moment, amazing things can happen.
I am not surprised that you are feeling neutral about your h. All the wear and tear he has caused was bound to unravel your feelings.
And you dont have to decide a darn thing today about it.
