Trying to stay in the moment. Have a school fundraising event tonight. h is going too. We sit together with a great group of couple friends. Had a facial yesterday. having my hair and nails done today! Plan on having fun tonight.
Staying busy with school. when the thoughts creep in, I start praying.
Wonder though sometimes if this is just me avoiding reality. keeping me attached... Have a coach session with Lenny today. I act as if no big deal around h. we are friendly. I try and touch him- like on the arm, or moving past him when given the opportunity. I compliment him. I smile. I try and listen better. I try to remember to always say thank you
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13
