Don't know what to think

[T-boned]

Hey NLW, thanks for the support. And I know what you're saying about how they aren't doing this to hurt us. Thing is I'm not sure if he is truly a case of MLC or not. Maybe a hybrid... Certain traits do fit but when we met with our old MC and my H broke down, he referred to what he was going through as a lot of stuff from his childhood,and that I married a 'freak'. He apologized for having led me on this journey of his for such a long time. Is this stuff an MLCer would say? Gosh, I am just as confused as I was 7, 7!!!, months ago when the BD.

I hope the 4 or 5 years he referred to as having been 'checked out' of our marriage prior to the BD counts toward all this!!! Something tells me I may be wrong about that....

NLW, I do have good days, sometimes a good week here and there, but last week things got really bad. I think it was after the grocery store encounter - within a few days of that I had the melt down.

I'll have to look up your thread to get your story - but alas, here it is 11:47PM - happens every time I get on this site, I end up going to bed at midnight. Gotta get more sleep! Look forward to your reply, but I have to go to bed. Thank you again, and you hang in there too! (())