wife hardens heart-5

[planet]

I told her off. I said I will not tolerate someone who has no relation to my kids share the same bed.

OM was there. I told him off too. He had the gall to ask why not.
"Are you out of your mind?"
"Are you the father? "
I said those words.

XW ask me to leave. I went off.

I can't believe the speed of my situation. In 6 months after BD, I'm divorced and OM moving in. Only on weekends because MIL returns to her own home. MIL may not know or if she does, doesn't matter anyway.

Just this chinese new year we invited OM into our house for dinner. That was in February. She's not even keen on the idea. Months later here I am.

Im not sure of my feelings. Not too concerned with XW. Technically, we are still married. I may have accepted our situation without knowing it. Looks like there's no more chances. I don't know how to go on from here.