Don't know what to think

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Thank you, Cadet. I apologize for getting impatient - I'm just feeling a little out of sorts right now and was beginning to feel like a voice in the wilderness.

I haven't seen or spoken to my H in two weeks, not that he would have any reason to call me. Also I think with the impending holidays I, and I'm sure I speak for many others, am feeling very anxious. Used to have great fun with his family - they are/were about the only family I have. Not looking forward to any of this especially knowing he will be up there with everyone having a great time.

Sorry - having a little pity party.

Again, thank you for answering and I appreciate your guidance. BTW, I have been posting a little to others in the form of support, but I don't feel comfortable giving advice since I'm not doing so well on my end.

This limbo the MLCer/WAS puts their spouses in is just cruel.