Forgot to add - accuray was right that you need to take some power back. If you view yourself as a victim, so will she. You cannot sit there and act like a victim, feel sorry for yourself, and ask why me? (We all do it, but you have to stop yourself when you start going down that road.) You need to know that you are good, you are strong, and, once you read DB, you will have a PLAN. Having a plan means you are taking some control over yourself. You have something productive to do rather than passively just letting her walk all over you.
Quite literally this. I feel like she is walking all over me, backing up, doing the two step, and then throwing a ho-down.
I'm really still struggling with feeling like this is my fault. There are so many things that i could have done differently. I think i still feel really guilty about how i made her feel.
