In a bit of a backsliding funk today. Not sure if post birthday blues....
I've fallen behind on just about everything. Cleaning, vacuuming, dusting - blah. Thanks to the three boxes the W finally brought over with kitchen stuff, and a few things I'm still sorting through, the kitchen is cluttered up again. Looks like she just picked out a few things and brought the rest back. I guess she's using plastic utensils. So much for the silverware I got at the thrift store. I guess unpacking more stuff has me down a bit. I sill have so much cleaning/organizing to do just to get to where I'll have what I feel is a normal operating home instead of random piles of junk. To be fair, I bought this place from borderline hoarders and ended up spending way too much time getting rid of stuff that was squirreled around the property (couldn't afford the legal battle to make them do what they were supposed to do.... long story - don't buy from hoarders!).
As for my health, I fell off the wagon with exercise during vacation, and my birthday cinnamon role binge was the last straw for my blood sugar which has been yo-yoing. That made me feel sick so I basically got no work done today and I've lost track of how many hours I've slept. Since most of those were on the couch (not W's fault this time) I have a headache. And, still haven't sorted out my headache meds with my doctor and pharmacy - that's been on the back burner for a couple months, I think....
Since my meditation class ended, I didn't get out last week. I think that day out every week was as helpful as the yoga and meditation! I need to get signed up for something else to force myself out of the house. I did really good on Monday with at least getting out of my office chair several times and stretching and stuff (I have a reminder program that monitors and alerts me to take breaks at certain intervals). It was all downhill from there. Anyway, I've only done the meditation a couple times, and pretty short ones at that, and just a bit of yoga during those office breaks.
I think it's just a mild funk. I'm worried about my health, but I've been trough this before. I forced myself to go on a moonlit walk this evening, as it wasn't too cold when I went to get the mail. I just have to ease back into it. If I wasn't so broke, and if I could face a commute to somewhere I could even get another job, I'd quit this one. Of course a car would help, and maybe getting out of the sticks, but we've been over that before. LOL.
My problem is that I'm like a turtle. I get overwhelmed easily, and just want to retreat into my shell and hope the problems go away.
