Fog City Coaster continues

[2ndtimearoundCA]

I haven't heard from my w in about three weeks now. During that time I sent two text messages that got no response.

We will eventually have to communicate again because we still have a few financial matters that we need to deal with... And we are still married with nothing filed.

So she is taking space and I will give it to her now.

I don't know why she suddenly went cold, so I do a lot of mind reading.. I could post my fears here, but there is really no need. My fears are true or they are not.

Since my w is not communicating, I doubt I would get an answer if I asked. And the asking itself would probably do more harm than good even if I got an honest answer.

I felt like I had a window opportunity for beginning a new relationship with my w and right now I feel like that window has closed. Another may open in the future or it may not.

I am letting go of my w, while remaining open possibility that things can change.

I am going to try to shift the focus of my thread to me.