I also agree with the others. You should check whether there are any local support groups you can connect with. If nothing else, it'll give you a chance to connect with others who fully understand what you're going through (like us here on the forum) while getting out of the house.
Stay strong .
Both 50 S14 M 16 yrs (his 3rd; my 1st)
ILYBINILWY - 24 Dec 2012 H moved out - 27 Jun 2013 Legally separated - 6 Sep 2013 Closing the door and changing the locks
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