I agree with willbwell and if there was a local support group near me then I'd definitely go You will get to meet others in similar sitches and you can normally take your kids with you as well Hope you're ok Keep Well
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
You will get to meet others in similar sitches and you can normally take your kids with you as well 