New to the board, fairly newly LBS from MLC.

[tigerlily78]

You need to stay busy and active and take care of yourself. Maybe a fun spa weekend??

This is so so hard. You are doing great.

Show him that he is a fool

Thank you Bklyn for stopping by. I was beginning to think RosaLinda was the only one who was willing to read my giant posts. lol.

We share a car, so it's been a little hard for me to stay busy doing anything out of the house unless I can score a ride. All my friends are busy moms, so I have had trouble even finding someone to go out for lunch with me tomorrow. The best offer I got was tagging along to a Football game where my friend has marching band mom duties and she would buy me dinner at the concession stand. I may take her up on that anyways.

I run 1.75 miles almost everyday, my son has Boy Scouts one night a week and I volunteer for them as their webmaster, my other hobbies right now are pretty much "homebody" things like reading, drawing, writing, crafting. I like to play cards and board games too, I just don't know if I am in a place at the moment where I want to invite anyone into the house to do that.

I am also trying to get a job, I didn't work out of the home before. My options are pretty much limited right to what is within walking distance of our house... it's all stripmall/retail. H also thought I should start part time and ease into it and try to find someplace that will give me daytime hours so I can still be here for our son after school. I guess that makes sense, but then I also wonder if it wasn't just to make sure I am not going anywhere too soon. Or is that just the guilt talking, "I feel bad so I'll promise to take care of you." He even at one point said he doesn't care if I get a job. Hmm? So he wants to leave me and start a new life with OW, but plans to keep meeting all my living expenses indefinitely? I don't get it.