I've had thoughts that I just want to grab done of these people she's confiding in and tell them the real truth. During one of her rants a while back she even accused me of telling all my friends that she had been a whore. I reassured her that the only people that knew the real truth were me, her, and her boys that she had shared dirty talk and naked pictures with. That hit home for her. She is at least cognizant enough to understand that any of her confidants (friends or mom) would judge her for that.
That was back when I was still telling her how much I loved her. I assured her that no matter what she did to disrespect me, that I loved her too much to destroy her reputation like that. She would do that on her own if it happened at all.
Anyway, that was a while back before people like you, Mach, Truegritter, and others got a hold of me. I know now that those actions are a confused person acting out and they have nothing to do with me. I had an evaluation from a supervisor today in which she noted that I was "different" lately. I just told her I was comfortable in my own skin for the first time in a long time. Felt good and felt true. Also got propositioned by a young blonde coworker. ; ) No thanks on that. Thanks DB crowd!
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
