I was "done" with the back-and-forth and the "I love you" one minute, and the "here's my restraining order" the next.
I never called her a wh8re or a b1tch, because I don't think she is. And I NEVER considered looking at another woman, even though I was pursued by many - who were younger and good-looking.
An A to me reveals a deeply rooted issue of immorality and stupidity, and, at least in my W's case, reveals a person so shallow they would be with someone that is nasty just to try to feel better. Not much up the ladder from a meth addict.
Which is why I struggle with the issue that she is SO committed to me? Is she? Or is she just looking to be with a guy who will be "nice" to her?
