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Be kind to yourself. I think you are very hard on yourself and you need to be focusing on what makes you happy and whole right now. Your h is in the very capable hands of the man upstairs.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
