Well that's weird about your family booking in the same place. Maybe next time only tell them right before you leave. I hope you find a new place to go that you will enjoy, I think that would be a much needed break for you.
I'm glad to see you more positive about stepping off the coaster. It does help, keep going Dragon!
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
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