The funny thing is that H was an a$$ last night and the whole thing left me feeling worn out, like "what I'm still doing this for?". I come into work today and a few people have commented that I look like I've lost weight, that I'm "looking hot" - although I wouldn't actually agree with them . I've not done anything different or dressed any differently. It made me realize what I'm doing this for. I'm doing this to make myself a better person for myself and for my son . Whether my H figures out what he walked away from is for him to figure out and whatever he eventually decides I will be just fine, and in fact I will not only survive, I will thrive.
Both 50 S14 M 16 yrs (his 3rd; my 1st)
ILYBINILWY - 24 Dec 2012 H moved out - 27 Jun 2013 Legally separated - 6 Sep 2013 Closing the door and changing the locks
. I've not done anything different or dressed any differently. It made me realize what I'm doing this for. I'm doing this to make myself a better person for myself and for my son 