Confusion Reigns Part 4

[Pudmuddle]

Aww Ang, I'm sorry you feel so down today. But you know what? I see some very good things here, let me explain.

You actually did very well removing yourself from his anger. He was NOT mad at you, he was mad at himself. You are feeling very sad because you are letting him go, to deal with his own problems.

I went through many of these times and realized I was detaching more and more. No one said this would be easy to detach, it certainly is not. So feel the grief of letting him go, it does not mean you love him any less. Remember the good times, for they are the truth. His poor unfortunate brain just cannot go there or deal with it because that would mean he was wrong. Right?

Try to get some of this grief out, cry like there is no tomorrow, go scream in a field or go for a long walk/gym bout. Letting it out will help you become stronger and move on.

Love ya