Talked with my friend last night and started to read Dr and as a result, I'm in a better place mentally. I realized I have to treat this like a deployment where we are seperated and can't talk as much as I want, so take it for what it is and one day we will see each other again. The only thing is on deployments I usually knew how long I would be gone.
Started to set goals and find out what my needs are to be the man I need to be. Kind of laugh because if I get back with my w she will probably find new things that will annoy her.
Going to start a journal about my journey, in it I will write down all the questions I have for the w so I can quit asking them in my head and trying to find answers, who knows if we ever getback together I might not need the answers.
I have learned that I need to quit looking for the big changes and focus on the small, thats one of my problems is I want it all or none.
M 47 W 38 My S 21 Her S 17 Our S 8 M 8 DB 9/5/13
"You don't know how strong you are until strength Is all you have" Bob Marley
