I have read and reread so many things here on these forums. Its one of the few things that is giving me strength and direction in the storm. I can firmly understand that this is a long process and that my loving W that I've known for 20 years is gone forever. I think the finality of that is sinking in with me at this point.
One thing I am struggling with is the idea that she may never find herself in all this. I don't fear for me anymore. I fear for her well being as she is lost. I don't want her to damage herself because of these unresolved issues that she is dealing with now. I also don't want her to damage our children any further during this journey.
BTW, every time I read one of your posts, one of the things that speaks most to me is your signature. Pets are awesome.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
