I was able to work away most of my blues, well....some of my blues. I grabbed a shovel, dug some holes and transplanted some shrubs. Nothing like a little sweat and tears to change a mans perspective.
I do take some comfort in realizing that I haven't broke down this much in quite some time. I know I am healing, but I am not completely there. Even with the impending divorce, likely custody battle, W being in a full blown relationship, it is still hard for me to believe it is all happening. It's tough still. I think you're right, AS. The scars and the hurt will likely last a lifetime.
