I Believe it Cause I Feel It

[Whiterose]

Oh yes. I haven't said a word. What H doesn't know is best for all! I'm so excited. Two great bits of info. He gets his psychoanalysis and tuition covered. What a huge relief.
Linda, in BC, independent schools receive 50% of funding to educate the child from the government. So if it costs $400 a month for the ministry of education to educate we get $200. We get absolutely no funding for hard costs. Buildings, land, desks, chalk, etc...that is all done through fundraising and tuition. It's a hardship for us but I feel it best for my boys. H has always understood this. S19 was educated in the system. I was. My family. My nieces and nephews. Because H has always paid for it and it's an "always been this way" I can ask for it above and beyond my child support. He can fight me but I can make a valid argument and he'd probably end up losing the case. Anyway, in the interm we're good!! Yahoo.

When H left I visited with Fr, a few months later, and he asked me point blank "why would you even want him back?" I think that more than a priest he's a man disgusted by the antics of someone of his own gender. I get it. Women do the same. It's not right but human nature in these instances. I have found that all the men I know are more disgusted than the women.

Job, we'll see how much that nurture will supersede the nature now I guess. We'll see .........