GUILT IS IT A GOOD SIGN?

[Ambivalent]

Portia...funny how they think they are fooling us. Yeah guilt is VERY different from remorse.

Also how people would view him is a very accurate description . I believe this is why they seek new people with which to hang, for they won't be judged by them, they never knew them as anyone different.

I wonder how many get past their guilt, and function with acceptance of themselves. I believe us not judging and accepting of whatever they experiment , would have much to do with being able to trust us.

I have come to see this as a grand experiment. Not so much a journey. For with a journey, one travels. This to me seems more like what we used to do as small children. Dress up.

Play with costumes, what we want to be, who we want to look like.

I'm thinking of joining in on the fun. I'm going to get some wigs, of different colors and styles. I'm going to play with them. Maybe even get the guts to go outside my house in them...

Why not have fun? Why not try something completely different? My hair is short enough that I can get it underneath a wig.

I think this will help me to appreciate the trying on of a persona that is not anything like who I am. Who knows, I may find I like one of the styles! Ha!