Ambivalent,

"because I know he is experimenting out there and if he sees me as a mommy figure or "good" girl, then those feelings may not return. Add to that he has ED and depression, those affect desire as well."

Pure mindreading in the worst way. Either confront him about the receipt or let it go. You're spinning out of control AGAIN.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER