Hi Nero. I have been thinking of you a lot. I am so sorry you are feeling so down.
You know, detaching doesnt mean you dont care. Letting go doesnt either.
It means that you accept what is. It means that you allow him to walk his journey.
But it doesnt mean that you stuff things down, my friend. It doesnt mean that you have to feel badly about yourself.
And there isnt any wrong with you saying something to him either, Nero. It may be time for you to do something different. Because this is causing you a lot of pain.
You are an amazing person. You are warm and funny and caring and loving.
And I dont want to see this make you not see that.
This is his journey. But it is yours, too.
You may want him, but, you dont need him. It is possible to have a fulfilling life, Nero.
But if you choose to continue to stand, please dont let it break you. Dont let it take away your wonderful spirit.
Find things to fill you up.
Think about doing something different, here, Nero.
