Yep I'm not holding out much hope that when she leaves she will be back, I think to much damage has been done. Yes this time around I'm going to improve myself and deal with my emotions in a healthy way, not like last time when I tried to heal by drinking my self numb. To be honest, I probably was not the healthiest when I remarried
M 47 W 38 My S 21 Her S 17 Our S 8 M 8 DB 9/5/13
"You don't know how strong you are until strength Is all you have" Bob Marley
