[Maritimer]

Hey SemperFi00, sorry you find yourself here again.

You are doing a great job with yourself and kids! Unfortunately there is not much you can do about your W feelings. Your traits of loyalty, commitment, family are very noble ones and they are yours not hers. Sounds like she is in a very thick fog or even depressed. There is no way she never loved you in your 22 years together.

Its been a long ride for you, hang in there bud!