wife hardens heart-5

[planet]

Realizing she's starting to rebuild her life without me is painful to watch. Things starts to unravel itself as she's begins to be less discreet. I expected as such. It will come to a point where she wouldn't want to keeping on 'hiding' anymore.

As of today and months prior to this, I have been backing away from her. I do not question her choices nor tried to challenge it since leaving the house.
I honestly don't know if that's a good thing. It does seem that every step I take away from her, she takes a step closer to OM.

I have questioned myself before. What if I took up on her offer to move into the guest room, what will be our status now?

I did not describe this heart tugging feeling before because I was unsure of it. It is apparently intuitive if one is to believe in it. I have used this feeling to escape witnessing something I don't want to. Sounds crazy but it is what it is.
Nothing I can do about this. Detaching further will help I suppose.

I have reconnected with my old school mates. Met up with them over drinks. Told them my story which I did not intent to in the first place. Message is the same, forget her. Anyway, had a blast.
We have connected with more school mates over whatsapp. The mobile have been furiously active since last Thursday.