Quarter Life Crisis?

[flgurl84]

Thanks Lost for the reply. Yeah I have been really thinking hard about the 2nd job. I am going to go see my old manager, just to visit, and I don't think I am going to bring up anything about being hired again. If she brings it up, I will let her know I need to think about it and get back to her. They all know I am a great employee, and like I said, they never wished any ill-will on me. But you are right. I am vulnerable, I am weak right now. Even though I feel like I am my strongest I have ever been in my life, I know that I am still lonely, hurt, confused and missing companionship, and may fall to a moment of weakness.

And what's funny about my old crush is whenever I am attached, he wants me. I've dated two guys, one was boo and then another guy, and my crush always pursued me, "oh c'mon don't go home to your BF, come hang out with us." But when I was single,he didn't want anything to do with me. I guess because if I was with someone, he was safe to flirt and hang out with me, with no "responsibilities" of an actual relationship.

So Lost, you are very very correct. I need to think long and hard about working there again. I need to pray on it. It will be nice to see everyone on Friday though.