" Right now I'm petrified."

This is what you are going to have to overcome. Get stronger and he will see that he can't control you. It has become an issue of control for him.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER