THINK LIKE HARE MOVE LIKE A TORTOISE

[flgurl84]

Ambi--I've been following most of your posts, and even though we have a pretty large age difference, I hear myself when I read your posts.

I am a chronic analyzer, and I read into everything Boo says to me. I've come to realize that my baby steps are his touch and goes.

My posts are long winded. I apologize in advance.

I also vacillate from diet to comfort eating. But you won't ever lose as much weight on any diet other than a good ol depression diet.

My anxiety has lessened....the expectations are at zero so I actually expect him to not be home now.

I am taking care of me now, making decisions for me and it feels good and boo notices, and he needs to change his expectations.

Not much advice here, heck we are both in the same boat, except I have no family....I literally cried and asked God on Friday when I was going to have a real family, a husband who wanted to be at home with me, and children in my life. I am going through something that people who already have "played house" are going through.

Oh well, right now it is Me and my Paw (my doggies nickname) and that's just what it.

I will keep following