Sorry that you find yourself on here. You won't find a greater group of people who can lend you the support to get your M back on track.

Like Karen said, the counseling is great.

Have you read DB or DR?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER