BRNR, I feel that I’m getting close to the mental place you are in. I try to imagine the situation when he wants to come back and I honestly don’t even get excited. I feel scarred, because I would not know what to do. I don’t know if I would be able to tolerate his behavior or his actions anymore in same manner I did before. I want better, and I don’t know if he is capable of that.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state