Bea,

Yeah, I know about her posting here! I'm very impressed with what she has done with her life. When I saw Rollercoaster rider, it clicked...<:
;D

You know the 6 things to be thankful for is much like I would do with my younger girls. If either of them would start complaining about either someone or something, the rule was they had to come up with three positive things about the person or life.

Boy if I had to do that in my previous posts I'd never be off the computer. WHAMMO! Hit myself with a Nerf bat!

I just set of my wee notebook to the printer and am going to print out a lot of stuff.

I'm also going to use index cards to keep my focus.

I do have to stop caring about what he's doing, thinking, and saying. The sooner I do this , the sooner I can get back the me I used to like. I certainly don't want my mlcer to "smell" ANY fear or judgement!

Today is a new day...I'm going to try and get through it without feeling fear, or sorrow.

Thanks Bea, thank you everyone. I can be a tough nut to crack, but it doesn't mean I'm not trying inside. (:}


Formerly Workinprogress
H :55
M :over 29 yrs.
Together : 33
D : college
D : adult
BD and left : May 2013
Separated
Experimenting/Replay

Jan 2014...Let go of rope!


God grant me the serenity...