H called me at work, which he never does. He appears to be freaking out that I may change things up and that I do not agree with his vision of possible post-divorce life. H wants to be my teammate ... blah blah. He was freaking out about when he can see the kids again, if we can be in the same room with the kids, if we can go to school conferences together.
I told him that I needed some time to think. I cannot give him a answer one way or another at this moment. I need to stay strong. I need to get a good nights sleep, reread the advice everyone has given to me and talk with my DB coach to make an informed decision.