The Red Pill aka The Leap of Faith

[JFun51]

Every time I think I'm making progress, you guys are here to slap me in the face with reality. Thank you.

I am still letting her actions influence mine.

I am still trying to make her want to be married to me.

I am still worried about her reactions to my actions.

I kept telling myself Saturday to just handle it. Don't even fool with her after she didn't answer. I just couldn't follow through. I was worried she'd be pi$$ed if I didn't include her.

UR-You are probably right in that I need to get over my superiority feelings. Roles have been do reversed in our R at this point. I guess this is how she has felt for a long time.

Thanks for a dose of reality this morning. I will now get off my high horse, take off my cape, and get back to living.