Moving on doesn't mean you have to give up hope. Keep the hope in your heart as long as you care to. Not sure when BD was for you, but even going back to the first PA around 15 months ago that's not that long ago. But, you do need to move on. You need to find your independence and learn to support yourself outside of H. It's hard work but it's liberating when you get to the point where you realize you can do it. And you CAN do it!
