Working more on me!

[mishka422]

I do want happiness but I honestly have no idea how to achieve that.

No, we never talked through problems, concerns, feelings, nothing. Gabe runs if we have any kind of disagreement. Because of the reactions I got in the early days taught me not to rock the boat or face watching him run off. He was never gone more than a few hours at a time cooling off but when he came back home nothing was ever discussed. It was all swept away.

Dysfunctional much?