Where am I at?

[Icecoldw]

Went to church tonight, it's funny how god is putting me in different places to receive his message. The past couple of weeks the message has pertained to me changing my life, not being afraid, loneliness, disappointment etc. I have been going to two different churches, I have gone to mine twice I think because I don't want to have to keep telling people my w at home. The other one is up the road and I have been going to night services, 180 from when I normally go.

Speaking about the w she has been acting a little different today. I didn't say anything about her not being here last night, I wasn't here when she came home, I was at church. Then she kept saying we today. Then when I was going to church tonight, she asked if I was going to start going twice on sun. Why would this matter if she is moving out next week? She said she wanted to go to the gym about the same time I went to church, she has been going to the gym on the weekends after me and my s go to bed for the past 3 months. Doesn't make since, I know do not spend a lot of time if any trying to figure it out. I just find it odd.