i'm soooo ffeelin what dawn is- wanna move on big time- admit i'm either "stuck" or "being a rock" - who can make that call? idk- one day seems like one thing, another , the other. still too hurt by this all - surprisingly so, but getting used to shoving it back down. i think we have to , to go about our lives with some pma - hope it's not all just bubbling around inside (in a bad wayt) and someday - geiser central... i honestly hope chatting here releases the pressure so i don't even get nuts or mlc or something drastic.
Nero, what's going on? You ok? You don't sound ok today.
Is there someone you could meet up with today for coffee and a chat?
What about counseling. I can't remember if you seeing a counselor? Maybe that would help you get unstuck.
This is powerful stuff. Herculean stuff that impacts everything we know, believed about life. Our foundations are being rattled or shattered.
Pushing these feelings down is what got the MLC-er into this mess, and us with him.
You can do this. I know you can handle these feelings. Maybe it's time to let it gush a little. Or, a lot.
I allowed myself to really cry and blubber like a fool about a month ago and it gave me a new strength to move forward.
Maybe gather some tissues, play Barbra Streisand singing Memories and let it GOOOOOOOO.
We are all here for you. We love you Nero.
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
