Ambivalent, You would enjoy Italy. BTW, most of the younger Italians are bi-lingual and speak fairly good English. I enjoyed my time over there so much that I've made the trip 4 times in the last 9 years. The cultural, history and the landscape is beautiful.
I have to agree w/gabbysmom, you need to get out a bit and not hide away. I do understand how you feel, but life is moving along each and every minute and you need to be living it. I can promise you that your h is living his life.
You do not have to talk about your situation all of the time, but if they inquire, you can always say a work in progress...but you do need to get out and about a bit more.
You only have control over your life and what you do w/each and every day is your choice. I do hope that you'll start venturing out w/your friends once again because I do think you'll feel better than being at home thinking about your situation.
Please, please take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
